The 5-Year Life...

Let's say I live for another 30 years approx. So 365 times 30 equals 10950 days, which is 262800 hours. Each day I slept 8 hours, so 8 times 365 times 30 equals 87600. So, which leaves me with 175200 waking hours. Of which, from the current trend, I spent roughly 30 min for bathing(morning + evening), 1 hr for all food(3 times a day), phone for 3 hours(most days), thinking about the person for 1 hour, listening to music 2.5 hours a day(Spotify data), bringing me 8 hours per day in this alone. So another 87600 minus the 175200 gives 87600 hours( 10 years). This is the minimum that I do daily as of now. I could potentially waste 20 years just like that, and these 10 years effectively shrink to maybe 5 years or less for my career prospects. It's like out of 30 whole years, I spend only 5 years(at maximum) on something I value the most. Then there's some serious smoke out there. It's asif i sleep and wakeup at age 45 and I have 5 years which implies 1.67 years(2/3rd everyday is "unproductive", that's how 30 shrunk to 5) left with a work of 5 years(just to be an average, not even good). If my time is limited, why would I care for those 25 years? I'm gonna die anyway, so why not do something disruptive which the world finds unpleasant and jealous and be less good to myself? What I meant is I could do something impossible, like building enormous wealth in a short time period, which makes me feel fuckin' great cuz most or all suck at this.

Anyways, see yuh