On falling in love for someone...

I'm currently in this phase, so-called "falling in love with someone". That's the worst possible phrase I could have written in all my life. It's such a horrible thing to bear. I would never recommend this to anyone, although no human can escape this. It's an animal instinct. Love is a natural, uncontrollable and beautiful emotional part of human beings, but it's brutal and shatters a man from who he originally was. I'm half lost. All my Insta saved, liked feed, all are hers. I started listening to the music she loves, rewatching the reel she liked and rewatching her photo multiple times. I didn't know who I was, what I liked, or what I wanted to do in life. I'm broke, torn apart emotionally and personally. waiting for her reply, constantly checking Insta friend tabs for her liked reel, dissecting her WhatsApp messages and seeing her name appear on my screen.